Follow the Pulsation of Love…
I woke up at 1:00AM this morning feeling frustrated… “Why aren’t I more like this… and less like that…?”, my self-struggling voice was broadcasting…. I decided to take a mindful walk…
It was wet outside, as I was walking downtown, listening to Nona Hendrix’ “Bustin’ out” Aligning my breath, body, mind and spirit in movement and music… I thought – “Let me walk down to Zucotti Park…”
I kept looking for the ease in my breath, as I reached Washington square, making space for my self-struggling voice…. noticing that I was feeling calmer, more energized… clearer…
Then I had an insight – “Why don’t I have a New Year’s celebration at my sanctuary, starting with a midnight~mindful~walk, Saturday December 31st, and an open house on Sunday Jan. 1st. with pot luck food, meditations, dance and conversations throughout the day, have it video’d, and put on the website as the model of ‘Making~Love~Work~ Cells’ online? I like sourcing my life from the present these days, and keep hearing an invitation to join the Global Revolution from a meditation-activism- perspective, working on the the inner-self, connecting to the soul, making love work from the inside-out… Creating a form that’s accessible also online, like a 21st century Healing Circle… BReathing with ease… Following the Healing Pulsation of Love… (Hopi message)
As I’m enjoying the feeling of this insight, another idea popped in my heart. – “Let me text Robert and see if he’s awake, perhaps I could take Sofie, who was going to stay with me for a couple of days….” The time was 2:22AM, and Robert, texted me right back saying – “Come over…”
As I’m walking to his house on McDougal Street, amazed at all these coincidences-happening-in-the-flow…I see a $ bill laying on the street…. “It’s one dollar” I think, “How nice” when my struggling-voice is threatened that I’m not earning enough money…
I’m speechless, when i see that it’s $100…. I’m now thinking is this what Ram Dass described in his last book “Be Love Now”? “Welcome to the path of the heart. Believe it or not, this can be your reality, to be loved unconditionally, and to begin to become that love. This path of love doesn’t go anywhere, it just brings you more here, into the present moment, into the reality of who you are. This path takes you out of your mind, into your heart.” Being inter-connected.
It’s dawn… time to go home….
I’m hearing Howard Jones singing –
“Hope you find it in everything,
Everything that you see
Hope you find me in you.
and you in me.”
With Sofie at my side, and Stan’s spirit in my heart,
I’m ready for a nap….
“Can you feel the love inside?
Something to aspire to,
Spirit of the lost and found
We’ll find it again and again.”